I never wanted to cry more than I did in front of you. You know everything and i lost more than a lover I lost my best friend. But the thought of you seeing me weak made me want to throw up. I know you would have hugged me and let me cry but I don’t need another reason to love you especially since you handled this split awfully. So now I’m sitting in my car at the park crying trying to think of a day I won’t cry at the thought of you.