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lastdaysofmagic: Island of Misfit Toys
Its time to move on I think. He obviously doesn’t want me and I need to stop kidding myself. One last class then I can go home sit in my shower and cry a good cry that hadn’t happened in quite some time.
Did you know Gabe Saporta makes good girls go bad?...
Lol I just got asked to work one day at Old Navy on Black Friday.
A Love Story. Not really.
Our eyes met across the parking lot. I had never seen someone quite as perfect. You looked dashing and amazing in your jeans, t shirt and vans. I looked into your eyes and saw my future. I saw us holding hands downtown, kissing outside my house, fighting in your room, making up within five seconds because we can’t stand to see each other upset. Me telling you that I’m pregnant, you...
Fucking hell today had been a long day.
Today is going to be a long day. Ugh. Waiting and waiting and waiting for them to bring the furniture, is driving me insane. I miss talking to him, hearing his voice, seeing him smile. It hurts that we haven’t really talked since that day. All I want is to see him, for real. I hope that when October 23rd comes around, we will get to see each other. I know that if we can make it through...
Scratch that. My mom is on the sofa, so looks like its the floor for me.
I need to get ready
Its going to be a long night again. On my list of things to do: blow dry my hair straighten my hair (I never do these things) put on my make up make myself some lunch go to my philosophy class go to my grandparents pick up my sister pick my sister up some food finally come home sleep sleep sleep
18091.) Babe, i love you.
My mom just said she may need a liver transplant. Or at least a partial one.
When I get sad or upset, I have to pee. And I have been peeing all day.
I am making a really long list of everything I do and don’t like. It may be up tonight or tomorrow, I haven’t decided how “”In Detail”” I want to make this. I am bored but going out I guess. Entertain me on aim :)
Fuck my back is killing me
I can’t think of anything right now, so ask me some TMI Questions?
I feel like crap and look like crap today. Just made made some macaroni and cheese. And am now eating a nectarine :) I want today to be better. I need today to be better. I want things to go back to the way things were a few days ago. To him calling me his princess and telling me how gorgeous he thinks I am without make up. I don’t want to go to school today, its my late night tonight....
Its better, kinda. We may talk tomorrow. If he doesn’t go to sleep for 17 hours again. I saw his gorgeous face, but in all honesty, I wanted to hear his voice. But I was just glad to see him, it made me feel loads better.
I need to clear my head and have some personal time. If you want to talk to me, you know how to get a hold of me. I really hope to hear from you soon, I miss you babe.
I guess this means you are done studying and you don’t want to talk to me.
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the 3 hardest words to utter, "I forgive you."
I just want you to tell me its okay, that nothing has changed. That you still like me, and I am still your princess. But I’m not naive, I know its probably over before we ever really had a chance. I need to stop posting about you already. Admit defeat, even though all I want to do is call you and tell you I am sorry and would even want to hear you say to not call you again just to hear your...
I’m giving you your space and time, so when you want to talk, if you want to talk, I am here.
I fucked up alright?
I let someone I should have NEVER let back in come over. He kissed me, and I felt nothing, I hated his breath, the way his hands touched my face, his too hot breath, everything. When he said he wanted to get back together, I had to hide my revulsion, how could I ever love him again? He fucked 6 other girls, just the ones I know about. 3 of them I am related to. And you say I should get back...
When you regret doing something can you be forgiven?
Things if rather be doing right now:
Getting my faced chewed off by rabid dogs. Getting squashed through a screen door by an elephant. Getting told I have herpes every morning. Getting anally raped by a big black guy named be Bubba. Sitting through a Nickelback concert. Getting mauled by a viscous escaped rhino. The list goes on and on.
I am so tired, but I’m going for chinese with my friend later today. Yum